5/19/11 - 3 days after MFE

I’m getting restless. I was just getting into the full swing of studying and now I have to stop?? I want to study!

I’m not 100% thrilled with my performance on MFE. Although I feel there is a good chance I passed, I SHOULD have been able to answer almost every question there. I put in a lot of hours, but for some reason I don’t think I ever got 100% full steam on this exam until the last two weeks. I can only speculate, but I feel that three reasons for that were: 1. I had a ton more time that I did previously, 2. I got derailed for a week at a time a couple of times due to “life” and 3. The material (especially the practice problems) just wasn’t that interesting to me.

Another factor that I think came into play is that I was missing the internal drive that pushed me for P and FM. When I was taking those, I was trying to accomplish and prove something. In effect, I had a type of negative energy fueling me – I was pushing against something. I wanted to get out of my job, get a new job, prove I could do something incredibly difficult. With MFE, I really only had positive energy fueling me – I already had the actuarial job and was in a supportive environment, it is expected that I won’t pass an exam or two, and I was given study hours. Now, you are going to think I’m crazy, but while those things helped me, they don’t help give me the internal fuel. I guess I really respond much better to proving something or pushing against something that just doing something that I am given ample help doing. Now, not to say I don’t want the situation I’m in – I do – but it certainly was an adjustment to figure out how to fuel my efforts.

That being said, I still feel I did adequate preparation, and the study time and support I was given was essential to getting where I got with the material. Without it, I wouldn’t have been able to learn nearly as much as I did.

Given the above and the fact that I’m not 100% sure I passed this time around, I feel the fire in my belly again. Right now, I am starting to look at the C material and feel the same kind of drive I felt when I first began to look at the P material. Exam C would be a definite challenge for me, requiring the same amount of effort I put into P, and I believe the material would be as interesting as P was as well. Also, on the chance I do fail MFE, the C window is 3 weeks before MFE, allowing me some time to get back into MFE and take it again.

I have begun to look at the Loss Models textbook and some youtube videos to provide some background on the early topics. I will make another post in the near future with exactly what I have reviewed and some comments on the material. If I do decide to jump in and really study Exam C, I will order The Infinite Actuary course as well. I really liked the instructor when he taught P, and have been looking forward to his course on C.

I think the next week or so will really help me decide if I am going to go into this full speed or take a break. I can’t really do that with MLC, because if I did fail MFE it would be more difficult to take both, as the exams would likely be only a week apart at best (the MLC date hasn’t been released yet).

Post exam wrap up

Ok, I took the exam this afternoon. Here is the lowdown:

As for the exam itself, I thought it was very fair. A good mix of questions, difficulty levels, and syllabus material. Everything I saw was covered in material I reviewed somewhere. The questions were easy enough to follow, but some of the more difficult ones required a bit of cleverness to get the right answers. It really reminded me of Exam P quite a bit.

How did I do? Out of the 30, I felt really good about 18, somewhere between 50-80% on 5, and I totally guessed on 7. Of those 23 I did answer, I know for sure I got 1 of them wrong. For the 7 I guessed on, there were 1 or 2 I thought I knew how to to but never got close to an answer choice, and 5 I just didn't know how to do. So, assuming I got some of my confident answers wrong and some of my guessed answers right, I should be close to a 6 either way. This is the first time I have to wait 8 weeks for results, should be interesting.

I did do something different this time, and I'm not sure how I felt about it. I spent the morning before the exam working through a couple of practice exams in a local Panera. I'm not sure if it was all the noise of the Panera, or just the response to looking at so many questions, but by the end of the morning I was really feeling shaky. I did find 2-3 very simple thing I was doing wrong in the practice exams, so that did help, but overall by the time I was walking into the exam I was feeling very scattered and shaky. I think some of that was just taking the exam on Monday v last Friday or Saturday. I think I would have been best off taking it Friday, but who knows. I think Saturday and Sunday I was tired from doing so much studying the prior 3 days and also I couldn't spent much time studying on Sat/Sun, so I lost the edge a little bit. Also, some exam jitters come into play of course. By the time I got through looking at the first 7 or 8 questions I was ok.

I did run out of time taking the exam, in that I didn't get to do as thorough of a review on the 23 I did answer as I would have liked, and even if I knew how to answer the ones I guessed on I wouldn't have had time for all of them. Now, when I get an answer I am confident in during the exam I usually do run a double check right there if there is an easy way to check the answer via an alternate method. Although this takes extra time, I feel it is important to get the answers you SHOULD get correct, even if it takes a minute or two to look at it a different way. When I was doing my second run though, I would like to have rerun some of the answers I was pretty confident in already, but alas time did not permit.

Ok, this is the first time I will have to wait for a score. Should be interesting. I wonder how much time I will spend analyzing it v. how much time I will spend just not worrying about it. I'm sure I'll have more thoughts going forward now that I'm not studying so much! I am definitely tired of studying, it will be nice to have a break!

5/8/11 - T minus 7

Wow, the exam is getting closer! I haven't posted very much during studying for this exam - I'm not sure if it is just because I have been super busy, or because the additional time I have had to study has caused me to approach it a little differently. While I used the blog last time to keep myself on the pace and allow myself to look back, maybe I haven't had the need to do so this time around? I know it would have been helpful to see my exact progress if I had posted more. Perhaps next time around I will post a bit more.

That being said, we are down to the final week. The past 18 days have been tough. I find myself going from total despair, to a feeling like I have a little bit of a chance, and back to total despair. Two members of my family were sick for an entire week two weeks ago, so it was very difficult for me to find time to study that week, and the time I was able to dedicate wasn't very productive because my attention was split and I was already exhausted from taking care of my family. Last week I was able to put a lot of time in and make a lot of progress, and I fully intend to this week as well.

I have taken some of the ASM practice exams and find them pretty tough. While I am not taking all of them under true exam conditions, I find I am able to answer about 50% of the questions. Some of the Brownian Motion and Ito's Lemma applications I find tough, as well as anything beyond the very basics of the interest rate models sections.

As for things I am trying to add to my repertoire this week, I hope to nail down state pricing, converting from risk neutral to true probabilities and returns, and a few other things I have noticed I need to brush up on here or there. Perhaps in the next day or two I should put together a post with a game plan of stuff I know, stuff I think I can master, stuff I can maybe get but is difficult, and stuff I feel I have no chance on. I will do that if I can, but really my first priority now is studying of course.

This has been a long and grueling process. I'm not sure if next time around I will start studying so early. At this point I feel like I have study exhaustion. I will be in a slightly different situation this time around in that I won't have my results for 8 weeks, so perhaps I will use that time as a total break, since I won't know which exam I am taking next until I get my results. As of now, I intend to take MLC if I pass MFE.

As of right now, my confidence is only at about a 3.

4/20/11 T minus 25

Wow, I haven't updated my progress in a while!

Right now I am in full swing of "study every moment I possibly can". It has been a little different having 6 months to study this time around as opposed to two months, but I think I have handled it ok. I definitely paced myself for the first four months, just building the foundation, but not wanting to either peak or exhaust myself too early. Starting at about 8 weeks out I put a little more intensity into it, and then at about 6 weeks to go the kick really kicked in to the point where I spend every spare hour I can on the material. So, I am back to where I was a year ago, studying every moment possible. I have to say I like the feeling of accomplishment of making progress and the intensity of just pushing and pushing, but I've definitely had my "I just don't get this stuff" days as well. I find no matter how badly the day goes, when I get up the next morning I am positive and ready to go again. Of course, sometimes the next day is rough as well...

At this point I feel like I am making good progress and should be in good shape by exam day. I feel like I will have strong enough grasp of the material as I have studied it and as it has been presented to me. From what I have read online, the exam can be pretty tricky and can involve some questions that are curveballs - something like a concept you know, but you have to figure out what a few things mean first, or that a few things cancel out, etc. This is going to sound a little bit silly to say, but the math on these exams isn't exactly my strong suit. I wasn't a math major, and while I certainly have some mathematical aptitude, there is a lot of things that I just don't know when it comes to certain math tricks. I still have to think pretty hard about taking a derivative, and I don't really know things like adding/subtracting/multiplying/dividing an exponential and the quadratic equation. I will brush up on those before the exam, but my fear is that I won't naturally recognize situations where those skills will be useful.

One item I purchased that has been a big help is the Actuarial Brew study questions. AB has a package of 656 questions, and the answers are classified by difficulty and generally spelled out very well. I found that in working the ASM and TIA problems, neither problem set did I feel was really helping me learn, but the AB problems have really filled that void. By studying the answers provided and knowing how difficult they rate the question, I find I am able to figure out what else I have to learn how to do and where that falls on the scale of difficulty. Having a set of problems I really liked working on is something I really took for granted in P and FM. In P I used the SOA problems, and in FM I used the TIA problems along with the SOA problems. With both of those problem sets, I felt like I could break down and attack the various topics and study the solutions along with the source material to master new knowledge. I really wasn't feeling that way about any problem set for MFE until I found the AB problems. For $45 or so these are a great value!

Ok, 25 days to go. Right now it is hard to rate my confidence in passing. My confidence that I will reach maximum preparedness is 90%, but I am a little wary of the exam itself, so on a 1-10 scale I'd rate my chances of passing at about a 5.5.

2/16/11 – T minus 88

I have been chugging along and making progress. I had one week a few weeks ago that I wasn’t able to put any study time in, and in other weeks I have been putting in 5-10 per week. I haven’t been able to utilize my work study time until this week due to year end work, so my weekly study time should start hitting the 15-20 hours per week range this week.

As far as progress in the material, I am feeling very comfortable with the basic lessons like binomial pricing and have a fair amount of comfort with the concepts of the rest of the material. I have worked on the math of all the sections at least a little bit, but I can’t say I have a very strong handle on some of them yet. I am now in the process of working on the math and problem solving of the Black Scholes formula and the lognormal distribution, and expect to delve into the nitty gritty of the formulas and problem solving of all the remaining sections over the next few weeks. Hopefully a month from now I can feel much stronger with the math of all the sections, and can just work problems for the remaining 50-60 days.

One thing I really have noticed is how valuable the mp3 lessons available on The Infinite Actuary are becoming to me. I used the TIA lessons for my initial review of the material, but I find the real benefit I get from the lessons is to be able to listen to them in my car every day. I have a 35 minute commute each way, which is about the length of one lesson. Once you have gone through the material once or twice and tried some problems, you should be familiar enough with the concepts and formulas so that the TIA mp3s are pretty easy to follow along with in the car. I am finding them really useful for practicing formula memorization, thinking through concepts, etc. In thinking back, I have listened to TIA lessons while mowing the lawn, shoveling snow, and doing general work around the house. This kind of reinforcement is really valuable, especially as it serves as kind of a “hidden” extra study time. Thus far I have put in about 65 hours of actual sitting down and focusing study time, but I have probably put in almost that much in listening to the TIA lessons over and over. I estimate I will put in another 65 or so just listening to the lessons and not counting that as my study time that I keep track of.

My confidence level in passing is still pretty high – I would say a 7.5 right now.

1/3/11 – T minus 130

Ok, so I never did get through the last few sections in as much detail as I anticipated by 1/1. I’ve given all the material a once over, but some of it was a very light once over.

As it stands, most of the first 75% of the material I feel fairly confident I can get down once I start working the problems. The last 25% (Brownian Motion, Ito’s Lemma and Interest Rate models) I either didn’t get to a point of confidence in just reading through the material or didn’t spend much time on at all in my read through. At this point, I am going to start working problems on the first 75% of the material, and will work on fully understanding and mastering those last few concepts once I get to them in my problem sets. I feel that will be the best strategy, as even if I spent another week working on them now, by the time I got to them in problem sets some of that understanding may have faded.

There are about 18 weeks left until the test. TIA has 311 practice problems, and ASM has 479, for a grand total of 790. I’m not sure exactly how I plan to attack these and in what time frame. I’d like to be comfortable with questions from all the sections by the end of March, then I can begin going back and reviewing some of the questions I may already have forgotten!

I will report back in as I start getting through practice problems this week.

My confidence in passing at this point is fairly high – I’d say it is about an 8. I expect working the problems to be very tough and perhaps discouraging at times, but I know if I just put in the time and keep working I should get there by the test date.

12/22/10 - MFE Study update

I am on schedule for my review of the TIA material, but I have taken a different approach than I originally thought I would. I find it tough to spend a day or two working problems when in the back of my mind I know there is more material I want to get to, so after Section C I switched to reviewing the material without working on the associated problems. This will allow me to get through the material on a first run a little faster, and I can then get to working problems on all the material.

As of today, I am on Section G. I am not sure how much I will be able to get through with the holidays coming up, but I do expect to be done with my first review around 1/1/11 and starting to focus on working problems by then. I am sure I will have to go back and review material once I get into the problems, which is to be expected.

As of right now, I am fairly confident of being able to pass the exam. There are a ton of formulas and concepts to learn, but I have a lot of time to do so. I should be able to get over 300 hours of study in before the day of my exam, so lack of time won’t be an issue. I haven’t run into anything that I haven’t been able to comprehend, so it is just a matter of solidifying the knowledge. I understand that the hardest material is the last two sections, so I am prepared to have to spend a little more time to wrap my head around these.

One thing I have learned is not to plan on doing too much studying between Thanksgiving and New Years. There is just too much going on to be able to spend much time and energy studying. I think in future years I will continue to use that time period for my first read through of the material, much like I did this year.